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pinky bluey greeny - three colours i'd never forget, cos they brought us together.
hey blue.
firstly, yeah, when we all came to Harmony, it was good. we stuck together n all. then you found Jon, and i guess you sorta drifted away from us. but hey, im not blaming you for it. naturally and obviously, i was happy for you and him, and both of you together. that was when you were closer to jessica and jamie cos of jon, and me n nana eventually also got together more often. i think you'd remember that. but if you don't, its okay. i'm not saying it's anyone's fault here. but i guess it's kinda natural that me n nana got closer compared to being with you. of course, we missed being together as threesome. but you know me and her - we're not really expressive nd emotional that way. so we let you be. i'm sorry it hurt your feelings, really am. we should've been more sensitive to you. gotta admit, we're both a tad insensitive at times.
frankly, i don't understand why you think that youre different fr us and thats why you cant "fit in". hey girl, if you didnt, then why did threesome even exist? we had a strong bond, you know it. and at that time when you were with jon, we let you be. thats why you thought that we didnt bother to try, i guess. honestly, i swear there were a few times back then where we would ask you out along w us n stuff, but you always had something on or another - tuition or jon. i guess thats when the problem startd. we went on w/o you and then, you felt that we were leaving you out and gave up trying. you started to evade us. you remember right? it was like that for the rest of the year.
and i remember, those times where you blogged about us? yeah i do. when i read the posts, honestly, i felt more misunderstood than guilty. but hey i don't blame you. i swear. as much as i might seem offensive, i really dont. cos i know your personality (tho you might argue that i dont), i think youre quite insecure. and as for me, i aint really the kind of person that shows concern. esp ever since i got to upper sec, i kinda grew up in a short span and my mindset nd all changed nd i started becoming more.. tough? and unexpressive. think you'd agree!
then when i read your posts, i felt misunderstood, cos it all sounded like i didnt care. but i did, and i still do. always will. i remember that pact i made. i zwear. FRIENDS FOREVERRRRR. i still keep all the letters, you sweetie pie. and i will never forget the very first damn card you gave to me - that MeToYou card. and you talked bout netball and your handwriting was huge. i'd never forget :) i still hve that card, you know. well anw. yeah. i felt really misunderstood. of course, i felt guilty too - not because i neglected you or outcasted you - but because i felt i didnt take action when you were upset. i tried to be there for you a few times rnd - im sure you rmbr right. but i guess it wasnt enough. i was inclined to believing that pple were like me - and you know what im like. when ive a prob i dont rly talk abt it. even to xtina. you can ask her. as much as we seem closer, i guess its only cos we spend more time together and thats natural. but im rly sorry that you felt we didnt care. or rather me. i do and i will.
i know how you feel - i used to feel this way abt you n xtina too. you might think its impossible tt i think she neglected me. but rmbr how she was always occupied with her CDC and CCL board stuff? and you had jon and tuition. that was when i always hung out w marvin n rico n guys fr other schls. yeah. i felt that both of you had. drifted away. and this year too. you had jon and loads of tuition, and she had arts theatre stuff and got closer to yuankai and those pple i dont know, and i stuck closer to josefin. im sure youve noticed. i guess its natural. but ive never put it against you both - im sure we'd get back the same agn one day. time makes us forget our place.
and finally.. just wna touch on the Cathay part abit. dont wna make it sound like im trying to cover up or make an excuse. but our decision to meet was impromptu. and we wanted to date you for dinner after that but you were w jon. and before that meeting w jon you guys were quarrelling few days back or smth if im not wrong. so we thought it'd be better if we let you guys be tghr. esp since he has his dragonboat/kayak whatever....
whatever it is. hope you dont feel as bad as yrself. or at our rltnship. just wna let you know i've always been here. im not the kind to make calls to check if youre okay - now i rather pple call. and im sorry ive been so inclined to thinking that pple were like me - they just needed time alone to get things figured out.
and. also wanna say. we might seem far away in our minds, but not in our hearts.
promise.
:)
i love you okay.
a lot.
PS. every single time i walk pass Giraffe, i think about threesome :)
PPS. i didnt speak to nana about this at all. i think she hasn't evn read yr post. hur. i swear.
PPPS. you know, this aint the first time that my unemotive self has caused problems. remember how things btwn me and James screwed up? same damn reason. but its okay. threesome will pull through. you knw it.
HAVE FAITH.
love you.
again.
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